All right.... so here's an update...

1)Josh and I broke up
2)Went on a blind date with my roommates brother
3)Started dating Shadow Walker (roomie's bro ((Diamond is my roomie)))
4)Lost my virginity to Shadow (who lost his to me too lol)
5)Moved out of my parents house
6)Moved in with Shadow
7)Got engaged
8)Lost our home (thanks to his sister in law)
9)Started sophomore year of college

Stressed stressed STRESSED... my mom and dad can't let go of me enough to plan my wedding when me and Shadow want, which happens to be August 2010... and all these stipulations they keep adding on and on.... not to mention that they're still paying for all my college education and if I upset them too much, they'll pull that out from under me and I cannot afford to go to any college on my own cause I don't qualify for ANY grants according to FAFSA... not to mention I'm cast as a medium level character in our fall play and I have to memorize my lines within a couple weeks. Our suitemates (two rooms share a bathroom)hate us and do everything they can to annoy us, and I can't talk or see Shadow whenever I want cause he lives an hour away and has a prepaid phone... Anyone wanna give me a hand? "Convince" my parents to LAY OFF and let me have my day... after all they had their wedding, I know I was there... my mom wanted more but couldn't afford it after paying for her first wedding. I'm not her and I don't wanna be I wanna make my own mistakes and run my own life at Shadow's side.

So I haven't been on DA for quite a looooong time. Hopefully not only I get back into the swing of things but until then, I will try to catch up on everyones deviations... College is goin good, hopefully it stays that way well gotta go now, ttfn.

So I've been here at college for about two weeks now... made some new friends, met a crazy roommate whom I hearts (lol) and suffering through my classes as is everyone else. I have this AMAZING boyfriend and I hearts him so =^.^= but he's not here at my college lol. I currently have nothing to do right now, procrastinating homework until last minute as has become my normal habit, though I really have no idea why, not to mention how this is terrible for my english comp class that needs things that take time and stuffs. Oh well...I guess it's time to work on my thesis that's due tomorrow... love ya'll

Yeah... woke up 4:20 am to unbearable pain in the right side of my back and stomache... so I went to the hospital... that sucked.... turned out I had a kidney stone...

After that though, it was all good... they gave me some stuff for naseua... 3 different pain meds (one of which was morphine, and another was even more potent than morphine ^_^) in my IV, then I also have a perscription to go get some Vikatin and couple other meds just in case I have any more or the pain doesn't go away...

Then I got to eat lunch with the McFadden familia (love them all!!!!!!!) while my bro played with Carson.



Then my blouse that my mom bought off of ebay for me came and it looks sooo cute!!! I hearts it!

yeah, so that was my day... crap at first, but m-azing after!!!

Today is such a good day!!!!!!! allow me some time to rant and list my reasons why...

1) NO SCHOOL FOR SENIORS!!! WOOT!!!!! All other grades have testing and we had to choose to do other stuffs. Lol, it's that senioritis thing kicking in again.

2) It's my friend, Sheree's 18th birthday and she is seriously so cute and sweet! She can make anyone smile!

3) Scheduled all my college courses for upcoming fall semester (bittersweet)

4) I'm getting a facial tonight!!! Getting geared up for Prom on Saturday, and facials are soooooo nice! My face will thank me... by the second day XD

5)I'm gonna go out and see most of my friends tonight and that's ALWAYS a good time!!

6) It's absolutely gorgeous outside!!! And this comes from someone who spends most of her time inside, writing, reading, and on the computer. In fact, I think I'll go out soon so Imma stop writing this journal now..... k,now... lol, byies all!!!!!!!!!