All right.... so here's an update...

1)Josh and I broke up
2)Went on a blind date with my roommates brother
3)Started dating Shadow Walker (roomie's bro ((Diamond is my roomie)))
4)Lost my virginity to Shadow (who lost his to me too lol)
5)Moved out of my parents house
6)Moved in with Shadow
7)Got engaged
8)Lost our home (thanks to his sister in law)
9)Started sophomore year of college

Stressed stressed STRESSED... my mom and dad can't let go of me enough to plan my wedding when me and Shadow want, which happens to be August 2010... and all these stipulations they keep adding on and on.... not to mention that they're still paying for all my college education and if I upset them too much, they'll pull that out from under me and I cannot afford to go to any college on my own cause I don't qualify for ANY grants according to FAFSA... not to mention I'm cast as a medium level character in our fall play and I have to memorize my lines within a couple weeks. Our suitemates (two rooms share a bathroom)hate us and do everything they can to annoy us, and I can't talk or see Shadow whenever I want cause he lives an hour away and has a prepaid phone... Anyone wanna give me a hand? "Convince" my parents to LAY OFF and let me have my day... after all they had their wedding, I know I was there... my mom wanted more but couldn't afford it after paying for her first wedding. I'm not her and I don't wanna be I wanna make my own mistakes and run my own life at Shadow's side.